Hey guys, you may have noticed I aint been doing anything lately, mostly becasue I couldnt be arsed lol. But now I'm starting to create some more artwork so expect some new stuff from me and please comment if you can be bothered lol

-Jonny-

I have started to create a website and I would appreciate it if you took a look at it and join the message boards, it wold be very much appreciated.

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This song reflects how I am feeling at the moment.....It's swing swing from the all-american rejects.....Here are the lyrics:


Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)

Its hard to describe my feelings at the moment but I have realised earlier today that the song "my friends over you" by New Found Glory kinda reminds me of how I am feeling. Here are the lyrics:



I'm drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I didn't mean to lead you on
And it's alright to pretend that we still talk
It's just for show isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe you need this
And I didn't mean to lead you on

(chorus)
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you

My friends over you!

Please tell me everything
That you think that I should know
About all the plans you made
When I was no where to be found
And it's all right to forget that we still talk
It's just for fun isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart


Just maybe you need this
And I didn't mean to lead you on

(chorus)
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you.......

I am so confused at what is going on in my life at the moment. For a very long time, I have been keen (almost desperate lol) for me to finally be in a relationship and to make me feel happy about myself.

However, when I am finally liked by someone who apparantely believes that she really likes me then I am serioussly unsure about it because I dont know whether I should appreciate it and go for it but there is doubts because when I went out with her, I felt quite bad because I didnt realise or notice that it COULD be wonderful........I just don't know what to do!